how can something so utterly simple be so g'damned confusing? i like a guy. he likes me. but, we both have a mess of emotions and don't want to hurt each other, therefore we're not acting on our likes for each other. i'm such a fucking moron...

i hate being home sick
i hate when people tease each other
i hate older sisters who think theyre so perfect
i hate that the older sister actually is perfect
i hate math class
i hate the image society has deemed "acceptable"
i hate that i cant trust anyone
i hate that nobody understands me
i hate that i wont even let anyone try to understand me
i hate that i dont have a best friend




...i do love, however, that school is shortly coming to an end <33


x . k r i s t i n . o

2 months. 2 glorious months.



i love you... words cant describe...








xox -- kris -- xox

yay - got to go the sweet 16.



bah - didnt get to go to the play.

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.
- "Everybody Hurts" ~ R.E.M. -

^ good song.

anyone got any idea how i can convince my mom to lemme go to tiffanys sweet 16 on saturday plus the PHS school play that i promised vodka [veronika] id go to [its thurs, fri, sat, and sun]... yeah... um... ok... peace out thugs



im afraid that youve become everything that you hated...